Fortfarande..!

Japp, arg & besviken, men haft en bra dag och gjort saker som fått mig glad. Fabian hade kompisar över på fika & lek, Nina kom, sen gick jag till en vän och så träffa jag Tobbe en sväng :)


Lyssnar på Crazy town - Butterfly, har nyss skickat Fabian att fixa sig för kvällen.. Sen vet jag inte vad som sker.. Tänkte spela men det gick dåligt med koncentrationen. Ska träna imorgon, kan bli skoj. Kan bli skit. Det vet man aldrig.. Men hoppas på bra, ska simma tänkte jag. Trist utan musik men bra för kroppen och går fort. Tar ju bara 1 km.

Mkt känslor asså.. Om både nytt & gammalt. Mkt jag inte riktigt orkar.. Men som en vis man sa till mig häromdagen:
"Tänk dig att om två år sitter du här och kan skratta åt detta, för det är helt sick."
Han har rätt. Hela saken är såå absurd... Surrealistisk, som en film ;D Hahaha!
Äkta mitt liv..

Sömnlös. Verkligen helt sömnlös. Åt nyss jordgubbar. Orkar inte vara produktiv alls...
Orolig i magen,
Ledsen. Ledsen som fan faktiskt.
Borde inte vara det. Helt meningslöst för när du väl hör av dig måste jag be dig dra åt helvete. Så ingen mening alls.

Jag är en keeper. Jag är fan för bra och de flesta vet om det.

Oh, you broke my heart
I told you I was weak for love
But then you went around
And did what you wanted to do
And now I'm crying, crying

Ooh, it seemed like everything was going fine
I found the love that I thought was gonna last
Then I accidentally saw a few things in your cell
I even LOL'd, man, I should've known
Why, why you're doing what you do
You, you might as well just tell the honest truth
See, I'm not really down with this
This ain't no texting shit
Know I got no biz,
But it is what it is

I don't really have much to say
I was over it the second that I saw her name

I got two, ooh, ooh letters for you
One of them's F and the other one's U
'Cause what you gotta do, is go get yourself a clue
Only two, ooh ooh letters to choose
One of them's F and the other one's U
SMH, I'm pressing send on you

Could've been this, could've been that
We done been there, we done been back
You ain't with it, could've said that
Why you tripping, let me hit that
I ain't trying to argue more.
I do it all for you,
You know you're my right eye
Baby, let me show you

Oh, I know what's been going on
Don't even try to act like Mr Super Nonchalant
What makes you think I'll stick around
I'm not as stupid as you sound
And you sound really dumb right now
From A to Z, ooh
I got a lot of nasty things flowing up in my head
But none of them are worth my time
You're not even worth this rhyme
And I don't, I don't give a flying

I don't really have much to say
I was over it the second that I saw her name

I got two, ooh, ooh letters for you
One of them's F and the other one's U
'Cause what you gotta do, is go get yourself a clue
Only two, ooh ooh letters to choose
One of them's F and the other one's U
SMH, I'm pressing send on you

Ooh, ooh, two letters for you, yeah, letters for you
What you trippin' on, huh?
Girl, you know you're wrong, huh?
Don't let these girls drive you crazy

I don't really have much to say
I was over it the second that I saw her name

I got two, ooh, ooh letters for you
One of them's F and the other one's U
'Cause what you gotta do, is go get yourself a clue
Only two, ooh ooh letters to choose
One of them's F and the other one's U
SMH, I'm pressing send on you