Skitglad och sprudlande vid sällskap, nästan lyrisk och väldans effektiv men när jag är själv blir jag så depp och känner ingenting typ..
Tomhet möjligtvis.. Känner inget för nån eller nått.
"Demons In My Head"
Hello there BMike
I'd say this won't hurt but,
then I'd be lying
Can somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
Am I going crazy?
Well then, just let me know, just let me know, just let me know
Can somebody just help me out
Minds missing
just picture a scientific experiment
and Einstein couldn't figure where it's goin'
Well if E=MC square then I'm E and you're an MC
Well then what does that make me? (whoa)
Imagine waking up in a wreck
have the thought of your own thoughts
talking under your breathe (ha, ha, ha)
Shivering with sweat on your chest
The sleep paralysis alone is as dark as it gets
I'm try'n to tell you that it's
Oh very, so scary, oh baby, you're getting up on my last nerves
This coffin so dark
heading to the end of the road
And I'm ready for your conscience
It's haunting is taking its toll.
So I held on the cards I was dealt
Try'n to buckle seat belts
Cuz my brains always trapped in a cell
Cuz it's all too unbearable to face on my own
I'm so alone
Can somebody just...
Somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
Am I going crazy?
Well then, just let me know, just let me know, just let me know
Can somebody just help me out
Every time that I give it control (Did it hurt)
Every time that it's killing my soul (Did it hurt)
All those years and the tears in the cold (Did it hurt)
It's like a black hole that's eating me whole
Set in stone
It's like everywhere and place that I go
They're all like (wow)
Maybe that's the only reason of why you wrote this (down)
Probably cuz I got a bigger than the Eiffel (Tower)
Hello, is this the monster?
It's your conscience, of course I'm a monster
you bonkers? Your screw's just a little bit loose?
Are ya yonkas?
It's me everyone wants to meet
It's your conscience
Well maybe I should just try to leave you up there
cuz in my head you're not real I'm not even aware
that my surroundings eating me up
and it makes the hairs on my neck stand up
Can somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
Cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
Am I going crazy?
Well then, just let me know, just let me know, just let me know
Can somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
Cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
Am I going crazy?
Well then, just let me know, just let me know, just let me know
Can somebody just help me out
I'd say this won't hurt but,
then I'd be lying
Can somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
Am I going crazy?
Well then, just let me know, just let me know, just let me know
Can somebody just help me out
Minds missing
just picture a scientific experiment
and Einstein couldn't figure where it's goin'
Well if E=MC square then I'm E and you're an MC
Well then what does that make me? (whoa)
Imagine waking up in a wreck
have the thought of your own thoughts
talking under your breathe (ha, ha, ha)
Shivering with sweat on your chest
The sleep paralysis alone is as dark as it gets
I'm try'n to tell you that it's
Oh very, so scary, oh baby, you're getting up on my last nerves
This coffin so dark
heading to the end of the road
And I'm ready for your conscience
It's haunting is taking its toll.
So I held on the cards I was dealt
Try'n to buckle seat belts
Cuz my brains always trapped in a cell
Cuz it's all too unbearable to face on my own
I'm so alone
Can somebody just...
Somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
Am I going crazy?
Well then, just let me know, just let me know, just let me know
Can somebody just help me out
Every time that I give it control (Did it hurt)
Every time that it's killing my soul (Did it hurt)
All those years and the tears in the cold (Did it hurt)
It's like a black hole that's eating me whole
Set in stone
It's like everywhere and place that I go
They're all like (wow)
Maybe that's the only reason of why you wrote this (down)
Probably cuz I got a bigger than the Eiffel (Tower)
Hello, is this the monster?
It's your conscience, of course I'm a monster
you bonkers? Your screw's just a little bit loose?
Are ya yonkas?
It's me everyone wants to meet
It's your conscience
Well maybe I should just try to leave you up there
cuz in my head you're not real I'm not even aware
that my surroundings eating me up
and it makes the hairs on my neck stand up
Can somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
Cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
Am I going crazy?
Well then, just let me know, just let me know, just let me know
Can somebody just help me out
(Help me out)
With these demons inside my head
Cuz it feels like they just won't let me go
Can somebody just help me out
Am I going crazy?
Well then, just let me know, just let me know, just let me know
Can somebody just help me out
Sen rätt vad det är blir jag effektiv igen och älskar livet. Svårt. Jobbigt.
Tror jag flackar för medicinen står emot (tror, inget jag vet) så hoppas den hjälper mig nu. Efter uppåtperioden i somras kommer det annars bli ett jävla brak neråt, vrakdelar och ångest. Inget jag vill!
Just nu uppåt, inväntar Veronica & Adrian för fika och tärning ;) Fabian vilar, kom hem från skolan med migrän förut stackaren. Men efter vila och sömn och lite mat i magen är han nu bättre!
Spelat lite men eftersom jag suger slutade jag haha. M ska få hjälpa mig bli bättre om det är möjligt! Vem vet, kanske är jag ett hopplöst fall ^^
Lyssnar för stunden Eminem, länge sen men lika bra nu som då. Både texterna och melodierna ;) Många minnen till det haha, så sjuka saker man gjort ibland alltså!
I helgen besök, kommer bli skoj :) Vet inte vad som ska hittas på med Fabian är iaf hos kontaktfamiljen så det vi vill göra kan vi göra :) Jag tänkte sällskap, lite vin, biljard eller kanske bio :)
Ringde fs idag, mina papper har kommit in vilket är toppen. Vet ej hur lång handläggningstid det är men jag har iaf sökt för att få lite bidrag för Fabians dator. Har jag tur får jag lite iaf!
Nej, vila lite nu.
XOXO
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